~ So many things.

Okay, long time sins I wrote anything so Hello! ^^

On saturday I was on a ye something you may call a job interview, and I agree to work.

Sunday, Monday and Thuseday.

The problem is just that my boss is .. nasty, like.

Saying he want's to kiss me and stoff like that.. 

And I'm a little afried of human contact like.. I do not like hugs and stoff that well.

And when he begins to massage me... THAT FREAKS me out! :S

And I didn't get paid, and I have worket for.. around 9 - 10 hours everyday.
*breath*
So I'm a little irriteated, but something that is possitiv.
Is because of this job, and I believe the reason why I tried out to work there.
Was because.. I know have another job and I have job interview again! ^^
But this time.. I might get like..money! *laught*

Soooo....
I'm really tired right know.
And it might be like alot of wrong writing her..
but I'm just so tired that I don't care xD
Going to sleep now.. die a little.. :P

so ye..

~ My head!

No Idea what it was but from yesterday till today.

My head.. I can  explain the pain.

Didn't know if I would scream or cry, maybe both.

But I couldn't do any of them, cause the pain just...

I was like I couldn't breaht normally, and I couldn't have my eyes open,

cause when I had it hurt like hell.. >.<

And I could not sleep, and I could not fine the medisin.

Or I found them like 5 hours ago, but the pain was almost gone by then -.-

So 15 hours with pain, and I didn't sleep before around 10 am...

Blæ just had to write it down, cause it's the first time.

My head has hurt that bad O.o

A little fascinatin when I think about it now..

oh... ye now I'm going to take away yesterdays make up xD

~ Photoshoot - Future and nature.

I think it was in June, me, silje and Miriam had a photoshoot.
Or Miriam was taking the pictures, and Me and Silje had fun! *laught* 

and I was laught..!

And Silje is pretty! ^^

I love huging trees!
Try it one time, you can feel the energy <3

Future and nature is meeting.

She is so photogenic! :D

It was a really fun day.
Really much make up!
And really cold at the end! ^^

But so fun <3

Copyright ; Miriam.

~ The day before yesterday and before that again too.

Like the tittel says.. 

Me, Silje and Miriam was waking up early around 06.30 am.

or me and Miriam cause Silje overslept and her mother that was gone drive us. 

Left without us, and it didn't go any bus so you can ask yourself.

What do you do, when you are going from Moss to Sarpsborg ( an hour away )

And no bus are going, the taxi ( Siljes mother left ).

You laugh and then try to think of a solution.

What happen then was that Siljes mother come all the way back and drive us to Særp ( Sarpsborg ).

So Silje reached her appointment with the tattoo dude.

Cause she have a tatto 

Rage Love
^^
it's pretty but she needed to paint it up a little.
And then it just looks wrong cause


it looks like she has cut her wrist or something.
And everyone stars if she goes around like that -.-'
Stupid people! >..<

And now the clock is around 11.00 am.
We had a new appointment 12.00 pm.
So we just walked around in circles.
Eat some food and then the time came,
To pierce us! ( I have really know idea if i wrote that right )

My ear really swallen as you se is ugle and red! :S

Silje took this ;

That one on the top the industrial.

Miriam also took one but I don't have a picture.
And her are some other cute pictures from that day! ^^

Silje and Miriam!

Really cute yes! :P

So sexy!

 
I'm a lady.

Chai latte <3 really good and look at the te cup!
Ain't it cute n__n

Benjamin, me and miriam! ^^

And her we have Stian.

Benjamin and Stian came after we when from Sarpsborg to Fredrikstad.
And around 17.00 pm we when come again to Moss.
That was a longe day >..<
But fun! ^^
And I hadn't seen Benjamin sins June!
so I had missed him alot so it was nice to meet him again! :)

It was a funny day! ^^

~ Japanese!

Okay here we go! ^^

I'm going to learn japanese or I will try.

Cause other langunges than Norwegian.. is not something.. I'm good at.

But still, without trying you will most certainly fail!

Soo.. for those who are internsted I will use this blog.
To write a little japanese.
Just simple phrases and stuff.
I just have no book that I can hand write in right now you see.
And I have to much of other stuff in dokuments..
So ye..

Here we go! :)

First it's english, then norwegian and then japanese.

I - Jeg - Watashi.

You - Du - Anata.

He - Han - Kare

She - Hun - Kanojo
It - Det/Den - Sore

What - Hva - Nani ?
Who - Hvem - Dare?
Which ( book )- Hvilken (bok ) - Dono .?.
Where - Hvor - Doko.

Ye...
So now I'm going to play some heroes might and magic I think.
And drink up my cup of te! :)

~ Outsider.

An outsider I wonder if it's strange or normal to feel like one.

I know so many, that feel that they are weird, strange, tragic and all those kinds of things.

Most of the time I do it myself to..

Have the feeling that no one understands.

All alone, empty inside, cause even though it talk ( way to much )

It's just empty words, cause I can't stand to be with many people, when it's quiet.

It's like I have made an oath with myself, that I have to be the one to make good atmosphere.

I know it's not like that, others can talk to.. but still.
And when I open up my heart, and try to talk about things.
Everything is coming out, and nothing makes sense.
And I agree and disagree with myself a thousand times.
And still then, me myself and I does not come to an agreement -.-
That is tiring!

but one thing I know, and that's that I am not the only one ; that are feeling that way.
It's so many others then me.
In other ways of course!
Cause no one is the same, but many have similarities.
Like I'm a pagan, for those who knows what that is or not.
It is a religion, where you believe in the nature.
Energy, but ye.
The point is, I don't know many that believes in the same thing I do.
And when I once told someone, they teased me.
That was a lonly time of my life.

and I felt like a outsider.

Still do, still dosn't know many with that religion.

And still dosn't know that many that "is like me".
But even it if is lonly, it's good to know.
That in the end...
No one can be as good as yourself!
*smile*

I try to positive!
Try to turn my life around a little.
And smile to the sun even though my heart still hurts.
a little...


^.^

~ Heroes might and Magic 3!

Okay, I'm a little nerd.

But nobody knows so .... don't tell! ;)

When I was young, not that I'm old now.

But a little older than young or something something.. 

And when I was little around 8, it use to play ; Heroes might and magic 3 with my big brother and my neighbor ^^

And we where like just sooo cool! *oh ye* 

But in the end, the game broke, and we stopped playing.
until recently, cause one I know.
Downloaded it! :D

So I stayed up a little late last night.
But then again, when I went to bed..
I couldn't sleep -.-'
So two hours sleep and now I'm awake!

And I know it's a old game.
But I can still play it for hours!
^.~